I have a Weight Watchers meeting tomorrow morning, and I'm scared to get on the scale. I know it's up. A ridiculous amount. And I don't know how I'm going to handle actually seeing those numbers.
It's so hard! I'm the kind of person who gains weight like crazy if I'm not active. And as if you couldn't tell by the past several months of blogging, it's not like I've been able to exercise. It's terrible. I'm so depressed about this.
I tried a new pain medication today, trying to get off the one I've been on for months. The only thing it did was knock me out. Seriously. It made me so sleepy that I had to go home and get in bed. For four hours. I was DONE. Knocked OUT. I haven't felt like that in ages.
So when Glynn came home with the kids, I woke up, in pain, as usual, and took some more of the same medication. Hoping against hope that it would work.
We went down to the marina and measured the yardage in front of our slip so we can buy enough bricks to make a flat area. We're also going to buy a gazebo-type tent and some outdoor storage bins. Planning on spending the entire summer on or by the lake. We met some other people nearby us and they seem like a TON of fun. Since we have electricity and running water with our slip, we can even move our little fridge out there like everyone else does! Getting really excited for summer.
That's about it for tonight. Tomorrow, I have to face the music (damn scale), suck it up, and move on. It's gonna be a long hard road to get this weight off of me, but I know I can do it. It's just so much harder without being able to work out.
Time to have a family snuggle time.
More updates to come.....
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